On days like today, my mind wanders and I think about how I’d like to go back. Just for a day.
Back to a time when I’d never heard of Cri du Chat.
Back to a time when my biggest worry was gaining 5 lbs.
Back to a time when Matt and I could spend a whole uninterrupted evening together.
Back to a time when I could think straight for 5 seconds.
Back to when I had a brain that worked properly and wasn’t filled with too many worries.
Back to when I didn’t know what Mommy guilt was.
Back to when I didn’t feel like the weight of the world was on my shoulders.
Back to a time when Olivia was in my womb and all I did was dream about seeing her for the first time.
Just for a day. Just for an hour. I’d like to go back.
In the meantime, I’ll try and enjoy today. And share my new favorite song with you and sing it at the top of my lungs and…love like crazy.